Last night I slept after beating on my own head. I had a fight with Clarice,I hurt his and made his cried again. Between the tears,He said,>Oh, I`m just a human Being."

Maybe I am the one who`s not a human being, maybe i`m just a carbon copy of my own soul. I see everything but I can`t feel anything, not even her sadness before my very own eyes.

I hit on my head with a hardened fist but I can`t feel it.
I hit it again with the other hand but I can`t feel it.
Again. again. Again. I can`t feel a thing.

Then I can feel Clarice grabbed my hand.
I woke up this morning with pain all over my head.
It`s even too late for myself to feel the effects of my own act.

Alandra